The longest journey

Stucked in a nonsense line, between reality and some other place - apart from it all.

It's time for a redirection. The time for changing my point of view and keep on walking that different way has arrived. Time to grow up, as a plant that comes up the ground has to become a flower coming out. -Now, here it goes the request:

Would you accompany me? Would you be my gentleman today? Would you be him forever?

I warn you it's a long journey and that's why I need you to be sure about it, firmly dispelling any possible doubt crossing my mind. But hurry up, there's not too much time for you to make a decision, you'll have no second chance, no choice.

It's getting cold out here... you stare at me as if what I'm saying had nothing to do with you. But believe me, things have turned this way and from tonight nothing will be the same anymore, or so I expect. And yes darling, you are involved in it; you have been involved in all this stuff since you first stole a glance at me.

Then a smile flickered across your lips, sweet and warm. The decision had been made.

So come closer, it's getting late and when the time arrives, I want you here with me, holding my hand as if I were leaving forever, as if you weren't going to face me anymore.

And actually, that was going to take place. The girl standing next to you is going to turn into an eventually diminished memory to become a different version of the one you used to love. Pretending not to be scared when your whole body shivers, holding me tight as if I could vanish through the art of magic although your feet rushed you to take me out of here. Trying your best as you've always done, taking care of me even when I'm not me anymore.

Tonight dear, answers will come to light and you'll discover what I still haven't been able to show you about me. It is because you remain with me, after all I've said, that questions will be solved. Without you, the person I am while being together would be nonsense. That person is the one we'll finally meet, the one I am going to feed to see me with you. She, with you by her side, is going to start the longest journey... Something I could never had managed.